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A Balanced Approach to Living With Grave’s

Christian Schloe | SpiritMAMA Blog

Christian Schloe | SpiritMAMA Blog

My journey with Graves disease continues.

They say that it comes in waves or fluctuates – this is my experience now. My symptoms have come back. Not as bad as they once were, but enough to stop me from doing things I like to do – mainly yoga, running, physical exercise.

For me Graves manifests in my heart mostly, though I know for others symptoms differ. For me it’s my heart, pounding away at my chest, or fluttering like a little bird in my rib-cage. I see my heart beat in the corner of my eyes at night, throbbing, throbbing – feel it pushing blood through all of my pulse points. I can actually hear it thump most of the time.

There’s nothing quite like the feeling that your heart is struggling… it puts you down. Fast.

I admit I got lazy with my healing protocol. Or, more like I hoped that I was cured. Yay! But no, of course it’s not to be. So I have gone back to my notes and my books to get back on the wagon.

Since I have never really detailed all of the stuff I do to contain this malady, I thought I would here now – maybe it will help someone. It will def help me to organise my thoughts.

Physically

My main-stay is Tradition Chinese Medicine. I’ve been on TCM herbs for the past two years. Recently now I have also added acupuncture – my TCM doc wants me to go once per week for a while until the symptoms subside, then twice monthly. She says it helps to kick in my parasympathetic nervous system, which may not happen much if my body is essentially feeling like it’s always in fight or flight mode.

For those who are curious, “The sympathetic nervous system prepares the body for intense physical activity and is often referred to as the fight-or-flight response. The parasympathetic nervous system has almost the exact opposite effect and relaxes the body and inhibits or slows many high energy functions.”  (Source)

With hyperthyroidism, the thyroid gland is pumping too much thyroid hormone into the body, which for me feels like rushes of adrenaline. In fact it feels like my body is always pumped up on adrenaline. At its worst I have been tied so tight I can barely breathe – raging, angry, smouldering, anti-social, intolerant, belligerent, impatient. My hair falls out, I lose weight and my muscles waste away. I am wheezy or out of breath and my heart thumps constantly. Kind of like I’m always jogging. At it’s best I don’t have any of the emotional symptoms. And my weight has been pretty steady all of the past year. My hair is still thinner than it used to be but looks healthy otherwise. It’s mostly just my heart and the adrenaline rushing feeling. I have notice that if I manage stress really well I do ok.

The TCM herbs have helped to keep things in check. However they don’t work on their own. The second step of my recovery has been diet. Specifically the autoimmune paleo diet – which is crazy because:

No grains at all – not just gluten
No seeds or nuts
No beans or legumes
No dairy including eggs

You do eat meat, organ meats, bone broths, fermented foods (kim chi, sauerkraut, kombucha), most vegetables and fruit. Basically meat and veggies on your plate. I also learned to bake with coconut flour which generally turned out better than I thought it would.

When I was on this diet last year and taking the TCM herbs, it took about six months for my thyroid to calm right down and for all of my thyroid hormone levels to go completely back to normal. My doctors were impressed at the same time as being annoyed that my crazy plan worked – my Internal Medicine doc wanted me to ablate my thyroid originally – which is basically killing of overactive thyroid tissue with radioactive iodine. I was not ready to do this. It seemed premature and extreme.

I also see a naturopathic doctor. A new one lately but over the past two years I saw a guy who had an electro-acupuncture machine. This machine can be used to test the electrical currents that run through all of the organ systems and meridians in the body and show us where the current is weaker than it should be. A really amazing machine that gives you a sort or translator for the body, it can also be used to test what is ailing the body, be it parasites, fungus, viruses, heavy metals or other toxins. It can tell you exactly what virus or toxin it is, which we can then treat for. This medicine has been a huge part of me getting well.

For me the diagnosis was and is something called micoplasma, which is an organism much like a bacteria. Micoplasmic infection can cause various sicknesses, such as Walking Pneumonia. For me it caused adrenal fatigue, which then caused my body to switch over into Graves. I take a supplement for this that kill the micoplasma, on top of the TCM herbs.

Other supplement I take include, Vit D, which is chronically low with Graves, Vit C to help alleviate stress on the body, fermented cod liver oil, a highly accessible form of fish oil and a super high-grade probiotic.

Spiritually

Back to the managing stress part? Yoga and meditation have been my best tools for this. And this kind of goes in the physical section but even when I am feeling like my heart is thumping too much to do any exercise and I feel like I’m too nervous to push through, I mean, who wants to push through a heart attack right? – I find that regular exercise is still the best. You do what you can. You find your limits and you work right up against that wall. I have found that if I just sit still and don’t do any exercise, even though that may feel like the ‘right’ thing to do, I inevitably end up feeling worse. More palpitations, more rushing more anxiety etc. So, yoga is great for this because there is simply so many levels that you can engage with, you just do what feel right that day. For me that has involved me learning how to really listen to my body and not just hear what my body needs, but consent to what my body needs.

In the past I would just ignore and push through. Now I stop. I hear my heart. I take breaths. I sit down if I need to. Who cares if you’re in the middle of an advanced Ashataga class! (although that would not happen much these days). Take breaks. I know when it’s too much now, from listening in.

Spiritually speaking I cannot express enough how much yoga has changed my life. Yoga teaches us to show up – to the mat and to life, micro to macro. One of my teachers says, ‘how you do your practice is how you do everything in your life’. So, need a little insight into you inner workings? Your practice can show you how you handle everything.

Yoga also brings us back into our bodies, grounded. For those of us dealing with trauma, PTSD, OCD, all of the anxiety disorders, illness, in my experience these can cause soul-parts to flee the body. For me when I’m triggered I feel like I am resting up on the ceiling and nothing gets in. Yoga, a continual practice of yoga, brings the spirit back down into the body. This can be alarming. We will feel feelings. But it heals us.

Yoga unites all of our bodies as well. Mind, Body, Spirit, Emotions. It’s a tangible, accessible tool for achieving true balance.

Emotionally

And prayer. When I pray I do a daily gratitude list, generally thanking the spirits, the Creator Mama Night, Mama Earth, my ancestors and my guides for my life. I do find this keep things in perspective. I am rarely bummed out these days. I feel grateful for much of my life. I am generally upbeat and optimistic.

Anger management is key also. Stress management and anger management. These two emotions are not good for Graves – not good for anyone! But especially for Graves and similar illnesses or imbalances.

Mentally

Here’s a book list. I have done a lot of reading over the past few years, in many different areas. I always try to be on the look out for signs and symbols and synchronicities when it comes to my healing. Books have popped out at me over the course:

  

  

  

featured image “Portrait of a Heart” by Christian Schloe
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4 Comments

  1. Colleen says

    Hi Sky
    I just read the post you referenced above, as well as the post by your teacher via the hyperlink in that post. Wow! Really profound! I have been reading about trauma origins and how they can lie dormant for decades until the proverbial last straw is drawn and the body reacts with chronic illness. It really helped me make sense of my illness. I checked out the Wahls Protocol and unfortunately it won’t work for me with my gut weirdness. Oxalates are a huge problem for me; they cause me to be reactive to many vegetables, all of which showed up as sensitivities on allergy tests. So not true allergies, just need to lay off the high-oxalates for a period of time and do a gut healing protocol……soon as i get off my duff about it. More than anything, i want to be able to eat like a halfway normal person. Siggghhhh…….

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    • I hear you! I also would love for it all to just resolve itself. Having Graves is tiring so, it’s problematic when trying to muster the will to fight it. Exhausting.
      I’ve heard of the oxalates issue yes. Read a few blogs by folks who ran into that problem. We are all so unique, I think our diseases will be unique too, especially when you factor in trauma, which is ours alone.
      Lately I’ve been having amazing results with Chinese Medicine herbs. I’ve been on them for three years now, but just had my prescription altered a bit. My recent bout of heart symptoms has almost gone completely away. Man those herbs taste bad! ..but TCM works. I think for me diet and TCM has been the winning combo.
      Keep up the good fight 🙂

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  2. Colleen says

    Hello Sky….so glad to have found your blog. Been following you on Twitter for a couple months now and only just now took the time to read through your blogs on Graves disease. Myself, i have fibromyalgia and myofascial pain syndrome (and arthritis). I came to shamanism, quite by accident, because of FM and MFP. I was so sick and at the end of my rope, and my sister suggested I see a healer in my town that she had met at a workshop in California. Eighteen months later I entered into my healer’s energy healing program (she did not call it shamanic healing, mostly not to scare people off). During that workshop I was so filled with Spirit, I knew this was what i wanted to do the rest of my life. I had hoped the shamanic way would “cure” my illness, but it did not. But shamanism, and yoga, have helped me to heal aspects of my life that were so out of balance, and to trust in this path.

    In the past, I have often asked,”I have heard of miracle cures through shamanism, why not me? Why haven’t I been cured?” And there is no answer for that. Maybe, as I come into alignment more and more with my own power, my own Self, maybe a cure will be effected, but probably not. I have stopped asking that question, and moved on to acceptance. Some would say I’ve given up, but really, I’m just coming into balance with my body and learning to really listen to it…..after all these years.

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    • Hi Colleen – thanks for reading and reaching out. I totally get where you are at for sure. Listening in to our bodies is not something we are taught to do.
      I think disease is a messenger, as I have said in the blogs – so for me it has been about finding the message.
      I write over at another blog as well. One post stands out – you may get something out of it! https://breakfastwiththegods.wordpress.com/2015/03/05/how-i-found-my-shadow/
      Also have you checked out the Wahls Protocol? For arthritis in particular, you may want to. I had amazing results last year while on it. http://terrywahls.com/about-the-wahls-protocol/
      I love how shamanism and yoga has allowed you peace amidst it all. The same has happened for me.

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